okay so i am old

Okay, so I am old. I get it. Damn. Shuuuuutup!

Current mood: bouncy

So I tried the stripping thing. I went in with the most honorable intent of becoming a great employee -- until I managed to injure myself the first night somehow...All I remember was having a blast dancing on stage...
The next day I woke up sore. I also woke up hung over, so I assumed the pain was all about that. Until I woke up the second day even more painful!! I will tell ya, having a two story place quickly wore thin. I can finally move about with ease today!
So stripping must become OFF THE MENU. I just am not that girl anymore. It was easier when I tried days, but nights just felt wrong. I don't want to be on an opposite schedule from my normal life. I want to still be able to do my daily pursuits without feeling completely worn out.
This again puts me at a place where I must find the perservance to motivate myself to remain self employed...I must wrap my mind about the projects out in Baytown. I found out in the past few days that now we are going to repaint a room that I had not expected. Okay. Those kinds of projects I tend to enjoy.
I have done quite a bit already. I promise to take photos of everything this week. Maybe if I put some images out there what I am doing then I can get more gigs along those lines.
And I keep swearing to myself that I will finally start on my book. I want to do the internet profile and searching one first. I know this is going to begin to push me towards the others. This part is absolutely necessary for me to move into the next phase of my life.
Will is totally being supportive. He's been extra sweet lately. I am noticing little things more and more. Like this weekend. Thursday night he went to his family's place to say goodbye to his little brother and I stayed home. Friday night he went to play D & D I also stayed home. So when his old roomie from Austin came back in town and they were going to hang with other childhood friends I would do the same.
Nope. He had completely planned on my presence. I honestly didn't figure on it, but went anyhow. They sat around and played video games. Will had me bring my laptop to entertain myself and so I did. Not too different from staying home, really, but I was definately included.
I know I have mentioned him a great deal lately. A couple of friends have commented on certain blogs how lucky I am. I completely agree. He's a wonderful person to live with. It's like living with an uber sexy best friend who makes killer coffee. He really gets my mind and sense of humor. He makes me feel wanted even when I feel like death warmed over. What a good man!!
I guess what I should really be doing for a book is figuring out what makes this work so well for both of us. If I could see the patterns then I could help others weave their happiness similarly. I dunno....
Hope 2009 is working for everyone. Mine is trying to head in the right direction,
Lv M