I am at my wits end and ready to lash out at them ALL

Sorry, but I came into this deal super nice. I tried everything from working along side them to show that it is nicer to clean up where you live rather then just bitching them out for tearing it up. It is fucking insane. It's like no one fucking cares as long as they are not underfoot -- EVEN IF IT MEANS THEY ARE UNDER OURS...

This place is such a shit hole that we can't get pizza delivered because allllll of the different ones [four to be exact] have all been robbed too much to come here - we have to pick it up. [Stupid in the third or fourth largest city in America!] We have heard gun shots every single month. The poverty has an apathy that I am angry they are spreading to me and mine. It is depressing.

They vandalized our cars last night. I'll be meeting their parents. I am now watching which holes they scurry into. I will be knocking on their doors with my laptop in hand -- video complete. I have put up with this since Feb. because I wanted to move closer to my kids school. Sadly this LOOKED like a great option. It's not cheap. It's across the street from a big beautiful park with a water park, excerise trail, rock climbing wall, AND tennis courts. It makes no fucking sense why they can't take the tiny hike!!

What really has me torn the fuck up is that I am from THE SOUTH -- fucking Texas...Y'all may not understand, but in these parts folks really had to work HARD to get civil rights to progress. My folks being hippies raised me to not see race. I fought the racists and spoke out for only judging people based on their actions; instead of the stereotypes the Good Ole Boys taught us all growing up. BUT THESE FUCKERS JUST AFFIRM EVERY SINGLE NEGATIVE STEREOTYPE ABOUT POOR PEOPLE, BLACK PEOPLE AND SINGLE MOMS! It's killing me!!

I am hurt to have my illussion turn into delussion. I did nothing but end up with a crappy location because I hoped I was helping move us up a little. We spent the year before this one in a cheap ass place while I recovered from the divorce and bankruptacy. When I moved in here I told the staff how bad it had been there: rats, flies, my kid getting mugged, the a/c going out and the ceiling never being repaired once it fell in...They could have been more considerate...seriously...

If I see a bus coming, I would push a stranger out of the way~ but then again, I do have compassion. These folks can't even see the validity of harmonious living without intrusion. It is so damn invasive!

M
Ps. This isn't even everything....Ask me to tell you about they block the gate talking to folks in cars as dusk...oh and expect everyone to go around them even though there are cars coming out the side the driver must use to go past after clearing a curve with autos on both sides, thus narrowing the road even more...I was never more glad I didn't have a gun...not with my intolerance for stupidity that puts strangers at risk!