Why AM I such an open book?

Why AM I such an open book??

I could blame it all on my mom. She's the type of woman who tells absolute strangers our whole life story while standing in line at the after Thanksgiving day sales. This used to mortify me.

And for a long time it made me much more of a private person. I wouldn't tell anyone much about me. Honestly, in person, I rarely do. I mostly discuss ANYTHING but myself, except to my closest friends.

I kinda figure if you want to know me, you will just read the damn blog. Lots of people -- a few whom are now family -- got to know me better this way. For those, I have an even special attachment bc they generally read because they have an interest in it and me. Some folks have been 'following' my blogs for several years - Bear, Shawna, Master Whip and Vixen, and Patty - just to name a few that have come all the way from my MSN days.

Since I have committed myself to promotions and developing brand loyality for MichelleFromHell with the new website -- http://www.michelle-from-hell.com -- and all my profiles:

Bondage - minamuran

Collarme - HellsMichelle

FetLife - MichelleFromHell [maybe add 2008 at end]

Friendsite - MichelleFromHell [maybe add 2008 at end]

Fubar - MichelleFromHell [maybe add 2008 at end]

Google Blogger - 666MICHELLEFROMHELL666@gmail.com

Hi5 - MichelleFromHell [maybe add 2008 at end]

IWantU - MichelleFromHell [maybe add 2008 at end]

MyDungeonSpace - MichelleFromHell [maybe add 2008 at end]

MostDef - MichelleFromHell [maybe add 2008 at end]

NiteFlirt - BelleofHellMichelle

OneModelPlace

XadultFriends - MichelleFromHell [maybe add 2008 at end]

[And I am investing a few more hours of my life today building even more. Its now all about the exposure. ] but since trying to accomplish this, I am left wondering if I am not showing too much of myself.

I was accused of that by a companion/friend/co-worker in the adult industry a few years ago. Her blogs are all about her wonderful sexual exploits and adventures, but THEY ALL TWISTED PERSPECTIVES and full of underlaying LIES. She never told about the abuses and downfalls of the life she chose. I just can't do that. Its easy for me to share of myself in my blog.

The best part is that I am finding friends from forever who are coming into my netlife again. People who saw me on old stuff and have missed me. AND I am finding out with my recent posts how many sweet people there are in the world.

I am still no closer to figuring out why I am so open online!

I don't know why I write. I don't know what drives me to open myself like I do. Maybe it's my damn determination to live my life as out of the closet as possible. Maybe it's my complete lack of shame. Maybe I am psychotic. Who knows! Maybe all three.

Either way:

Thanks to all who care

Fuck those who don't get me

And as always -

Lv M